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Divine Heartstrings

I envy those who appreciate the monotony of their lives. On the verge of clarity, I will say that my life is a rollercoaster. Not in the sense that it is an erratic display of emotional termoil, but instead that it is on never changing highs and lows. Sometimes life goes too fast. Other times it escalades downhill. It might even throw me for a loop, but even in this insane apparatus, I beg for change. Nothing is ever the same; still I beg for change.

At times life may suck, but you just need to hold your head up high and face life’s downs. Life can go down like an elevator of negative integers, always going down and down, but with Newtons third law- there’s a reaction for every equal and opposite reaction. Life has its downs, but there needs to be a up to a down, and a down to an up until the end of the ride, or death in life, but the ride starts again, or reincarnation. When you have a down life, just remember that life can always be worse, as the rollercoaster could break giving you a death with no reincarnation.

ps. glad you like the gift, love you too.

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Thanks a million for those who were there and make the surprise successfull in every way. I was told it was Ann's aunt's chalet at Pasir Ris, Costa Sands last Monday. I got punked. It was my surprise advance birthday chalet instead. No wonder Rara asked me about my chalet - lagi sikit plan tak jadi, eh taklah -.- When (: and I went right at the front of the chalet we sat and waited. Ann told me her family went cycling. Few seconds later, I heard footsteps and laughters. It caught me by surprise when I saw Jannah holding onto a cake with 19 candles on it and Mussybart was just beside her. I was practically in a gawk at that point of time. Few minutes later, I saw people coming down the stairs, I didnt thought of M at that point of time till Ann told me those people were M's classmates. I was blown away. I was all out to them. M was the last to come down, I hugged her tight and tears of joy started to roll down on my cheeks. I basically asked her and M truckloads of questions. It was also M's friend's advance birthday celebration before I came over. Tears were still rolling down and I look like an idiotic mad woman on the loose.

The surprise didnt just end there. Michelle gave me a small gift. Soon after, Ann gave me a plastic bag with Circa shoe box in it! I almost dropped on my knees. Though the shoe wasnt in the box, the shoe lace was. They purposely put the shoe right infront of the entrance and I asked "Ey, who's fucking shoe is that. Can I have that shoe, please?" Mussybart when laughing his ass off inside when he heard me. I was really blown away. I didnt see all this coming eventhough I smelled something fishy moments before the surprise.Thank you M & N. You know I love you guys. Not forgetting Jannah, Fazlina, Hetty, Mussybart, Hakim, Khir, M's classmates, those who came afterwards like Faris, Ain, Yantoi, Adie, Roy and Afrio. Especially to (: , you were with me the whole of Sunday and half of Monday. The moments spent with you were something I would never, in a million years, exchange for anything in the world.

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