i just realized my problem is that i had the expectation that, for some reason, you would want me to become a part of your life. i’m sorry for putting that on you. it’s not really a request you can make. and as much as i wish you would say those words and make me feel significant, i am not naive to this reality. i guess i just wanted to let you know (via talking to myself on the internet). sometimes it’s a nice feeling to know that someone wants to be a part of your life.

goodnight world.

- http://monauralsundew.tumblr.com/page/5

If you really want to be a part of my life, you should understand my needs.